Wow…this is my first day back to my real world. I’ve spent the past two and a half, almost three months getting ready for the Challenge, and now I’m done. I’m in a daze.

I feel very good about the whole experience. I went there and did what I had to do. I won’t be able to upload any journals from the show until the show actually airs. But I am at peace now. I wasn’t sure how God would answer my prayers, so I wasn’t surprised by how it all concluded. I just went in prepared and prayerful, and let God do the rest.

This afternoon Matt M., Bart, and I got brunch then ran some errands. I’ve never enjoyed such normal tasks so much. Alright…we get to go the gas station!

Compared to the RW/RR Challenge, I feel like every other challenge I have waiting for me is simple and attainable. It’s all within my control, banking on my talents and hard work. I put them both out there, and it’ll come together. As much of a comfort as that is, it’s such an adventure to be unsure.

I hated the drama, politics, and manipulation. I am thankful to be freed from that. It’s dirty. I was irritated that there are so many people who think illogically. Then again, if we all thought logically, it would be clear who should be voted off and who would stay. Those who should go don’t want to go, so they’ll do everything they can to stay.

I don’t know if I am tired or or rested. But I do feel good. That’s all I have to write about that.