I’m struggling with motivation at the studio. I wake up in the morning and I don’t bounce out of bed. It’s easier to snooze because there’s only busy work waiting for me at the studio. We don’t have enough money to launch the new website, so nothing I am doing is that important.

There is no logical reason why God wouldn’t provide us the money we need. The MTV show is bringing a lot of press for Life Teen, and we have a second-rate website to welcome the world. Ugh…it makes me sad just to think about it. Yes, you want to be patient because God has His own plan, but what are we waiting on?