Tonight I watched the last episode of the Gauntlet. Although it’s been a couple months since I’ve been on the show, I still have a lot invested in the show. These are my friends, and I am interested to see how they finish what we started.

I can’t help but get emotional when I watched the last show. Coral couldn’t finish the race and the Real World ultimately lost because of that. I know that if Theo was still there, he would have competed so well, just like he always did. But Theo isn’t going to manipulate people or slam Coral so he can avoid the Gauntlet. He went out with style.

It’s ironic that the Real World lost. Maybe it’s poetic justice. After I had been voted off the Challenge, I warned the strong players on my team that if they can’t drag along weak “friends.” You can’t win competitions with weak players. I warned them that If they didn’t start building a strong team, Road Rules would walk all over them. And that’s what happened. I do feel for Mike because he did get manipulated. Manipulation hurts your feelings and leads you to distrust people.

So it is finished. The show is over, and there will be another Challenge airing in a couple weeks. Would I do another show? Yeah. I felt really good about “The Gauntlet”, and I feel confident that I could represent in a second Challenge well. But, if MTV doesn’t ask me to do another one, I’ll be just fine. I am quite happy.