I am not content with where I am in my career. I’m not talking about my “career” as in how much I get paid and how much power I wield. I am in ministry, so the ambition and goals is not the same.

I am not happy because I haven’t produced anything magnificent. I say with pride and humility that my work is slick and impressive, but not magnificent. I want to roll together all my passion, energy, and talent and blow the world away.

I don’t know where God factors into all of this. I don’t know if this is vain desire, or a divine calling. Either way, I don’t think I’m going to stop. Maybe God has allowed my; big ambitions to be thwarted to keep my humble and dependent on Him. I really have no idea.

I do know that at my most broken moment of the day, I feel like I’m not making a difference at all, that I am just wasting my time. But at the best moment of each day, I am ready to run for president. I get a ferocious hunger inside of me to change the world. So I get back to it.

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