I raced a Corvette. I did well to 45 miles an hour, then he left me behind. I could’ve kept up the race, but why get ticket? I did well, considering he had twice as many cylinders as me. That means it costs him twice as much every time he fills up for gas. Over five years, that’s almost enough to buy a new car. I win.

I am antsy right now. Candyce sitting across from me doing her homework while I sort out my feelings on this computer. Candyce handed me a card she picked up at the doctor’s office. One side is dedicated to good feelings, the other side is dedicated to negative feelings. I was disappointed to find out that “dominating” is a negative feeling. Well, no. In such a materialistic and shallow society, dominating is almost always a negative thing. I want to dominate with good.

I don’t want to be here.