Pope John Paul II is a living example of the difference one servant can make. He’s given his life over to serve God, and the world will never be the same. In his 25 years as pope, he’s challenged generations of young people to not be afraid, to do something bold for Christ.

I am trying to make a difference in this world. I am serious about giving my all.

I went on two MTV reality shows with the sole mission of leading people closer to God. I risked looking like a fool in front of tens of millions of people. I’m mocked everyday. I build websites all day to help people; I get home and I keep building websites. I’ve traveled every weekend for three years to speak to groups to inspire them.

I am not trying to be a savior or win a hero trophy. I’ll never admired as a saint. I just wake up each morning, lace up my shoes, and try to seize the day to help others.

I am trying to make a loving home for young people on the Internet.; And I have been hit with every possible challenge. I feel like I am on a journey across the country, and I hit every red light. How much longer will this last.

I am disgusted that I am sounding like a victim. Screw that. This has got to stop.